Inspired

Teams come through Children's Cup all the time. I don't often get to host one but enjoy the change of pace when I do. It is fun to get to show others about the ministry in Swaziland and see it through fresh eyes. This team was "the same . . . just different". This team inspired me to serve better; to love deeper; to relinquish self for the greater purpose and to just not flinch, whine or grumble about being God's hands and feet. This team was awesome!! They never sought out anything special for themselves (20 of the same lunch, every day and even if it was a repeat of a prior meal no complaints), they left every place they went cleaner than they found it (I was afraid Janelle would get out and pick up after the lions!) and they loved on children and bonded faster than I have ever seen (they forgot about taking pictures and just gave up their hearts openly).I'm not sure how God was working in each of them, but I know He was and I know He changed me through them. Just want to share a few of the pictures of this inspiring team and challenge you to be open to let the same thing be different in your life today. Let God use the familiar to grow you deeper into the unfamiliar. Step out in faith with unabandonment to trust and love and give of yourself even when you don't see or understand the significance of what you are doing. God will bless you for it and bless others in the process. As the team's shirt says "Be. Go. Love." Thank you team!!

You can go to http://www.facebook.com/groups/131585933581222/ to see more pictures of this servant hearted, full of laughter, quirky, loving and beautiful team!!

Divine Interventions

It has been a while since I blogged, and the longer the gap, the harder it seems to know what to blog. So today I am just sharing my life with all it's interruptions. No pictures today, just processing.

My women's bible study is going through the book of Jonah. The study by Priscilla Shirer is called "Jonah-Navigating A Life Interrupted". I'm learning to look at these interruptions differently, as "divine interventions". Some days it is easier to look at them this way and other days not so easy.

Last month several interruptions occurred in the same week. The interruptions included 3 car accidents in one week! Rarely does Cup staff ever have any accidents and there were 3 in one week!!! The first accident could have easily been fatal but all 3 parties walked away from it with no broken bones or internal injuries. One of the accidents was mine (first collision I have ever had) and was with a black cow at night. It could have been so much worse, but God was merciful and the cow did not come through my windshield and I was unharmed, just shaken. My truck was badly damaged though and it was followed by having to drive to Zimbabwe 3 days later to assist the start up of some new ministries there. I had to find another vehicle to take. So what do you do when the interruptions hit?

When tragedy strikes people you care about, it is not so hard to drop what you are doing and do what you can to help minister to them. It is an interruption where God started revealing to me that He has gifted to me with some very special people in my life, even beyond the three involved in the accident. My divine intervention showed me that God is our protector and does miracles but also that He is sovereign and if the outcome had been different, He still would been there through it.

So what about when the interruption is a major imposition? Like messing up your only vehicle in a time when you have no extra money for repairs? Okay, the outcome could have been worse (most impacts that are head on with the side of a cow end up with more damage and injury and I had not been hurt just shaken a bit). Honestly, it was hard to see the divine intervention in it. On top of all that, I felt God telling me that I was not to ask for help. A true test of if my faith in Him was real or just talk. I just want to say that I am being stretched! I'm liking it in hind site but when I was going through it, it was tough. I shared at church about tithing one Sunday shortly after the incident and asked the congregation to hold me accountable as I trusted God and as I continued with my tithe even though I didn't know how I was going to pay to get my truck fixed. I stepped out in faith and found that the whole accident was a divine intervention that increased my faith!!! After that Sunday, an anonymous donor gave me enough money through Children's Cup in the states (so doubt he/she had heard my testimony) to pay for my repairs!!!! Wow!! I am deciding that the inconvenience was worth the growth!! I need to continue to remember His faithfulness when I have to walk again by faith in the future.

And lastly, what about interruptions of your routine? Routines are comfortable, they don't challenge you with things that are unfamiliar to you. I had to travel to another African country, Zimbabwe, that same week. I was on roads I did not know, with maps that are not very helpful. Even with GPS there were moments of confusion. The money is different, the police are more prevalent to catch you violating the speed or other rules, the borders have restrictions and it is just not comfortable. We met up with other co-workers from Zimbabwe who helped us navigate the border which was a blessing when we were unable to take the vehicle we had across the border. At this point, after kicking myself for not making sure I had the right paperwork, I released it. God help provide a way for us to leave the car safely in South Africa and travel with our Zimbabwe co-workers into the country. I finally reached a point of accepting God's divine interventions even when I don't see a purpose in it. Maybe it saved me from another accident, maybe it wasn't about me at all but about someone who helped us or maybe I will never know. I will say that Zimbabwe was great to visit and see how ministry is done in another country. It was great to see God moving there and making a difference. But I have to say, it was great getting back to my beloved Swaziland where I have discovered I am the most comfortable. It is home!

Thank you Lord for the interruptions in my life! Thank you for helping me realize how blessed I am and how you continue to be faithful to provide, care, love on and grow me!! Don't stop!!! Lord my prayer is that you continue to interrupt my life and those of my friends so we can grow in expecting the unexpected. . .we can see you at work more vividly . . . and we can walk on a path of obedience even when we can't see the road!!! My God is an AWESOME God!!!!

Youth Sports Camp day- Aug 2011- Mbekelweni Swaziland

Through the eyes of Mitch Hildebrant our Swaziland Director at Cup.

A POWERFUL day in Swaziland. Cool temps and clouds this morning as we had
concerns of more rain. 400 youth from 10 CarePoints came toghether at
Mbekelweni for our first annual sports camp day. Ages 12-18 showed up to
compete for trophies, and to hear about THE trophy of Heaven. Opening
ceremonies brought Njabulo(en-jah-boo-low) to speak and explain a personal
relationship with Christ... One by one, young and hopeful boys and girls
became to come forward, by the time we started the competitions- over 100
students gave their lives to Christ! OH what joy, OH what success, OH what
celebration. We would have celebrated over 1, but to see so many understand
what Christian character, relationship, and love is about- THANK YOU GOD!
Tournaments for boys and girls, Netball(like basketball, but no dribbling or
backboard), Volleyball, and Soccer.
The best part?- well, yes, it was about competing to win a trophy for each
respective CarePoint...but several kids commented "It is just great to get
to hang out and be friendly".
Coliding cultures from around the country with one thing in common-
Friendship. And the best example of that is Jesus Christ.
I am OVERJOYED and filled to the brim with a beaming smile. Our
Discipleship team pulled this off. Mduduzi (em-dah-doo-zee) was the drive
behind the whole event-and he had this great idea just 10 days ago. Portia,
Nelly and Alice jumped on board to make sure everything from the tournament
to a GREAT meal of Borewors(sausages), rice and gravy would be ready for
all. As excited as I am about all of the youth-I am 10fold more excited to
see those we are working with that are from this culture run with wreckless
abandon to reach the hurting and lost.
Today, I saw "it" working. Our end all goal-equip, don't enable...leave
this country in a better position by training up leaders. Along with the
"D-Team(discipleship)".. All 23 Interns served with pleasure and smiles.
I...AM...BLESSED!

When it all works together!!!

The last few weeks has been busy and exciting to see how all the different parts of Children's Cup work together to make a difference in the lives of children at all our CarePoints.

It just so happens that at the CarePoint I oversee, Mangwaneni, had several exciting things happen in the last month on different levels and I just wanted to share.

Mangwaneni, like all the Mission of Mercy affiliated CarePoints was also blessed with a

seesaw to go with their swingsets and slide. The kids are loving it!!!!

Healing Place Church, Swaziland (HPC) in working with Cup's after school program, started a

homework club to help play educational games and other activities to increase their academic skills. The photo was the introduction day and we had several children dance for us.

And then, it was Mangawneni's turn to have their youth lock in. A full night from sunset to sunrise of games, testimonies, teaching, food and just fun. The discipleship team provided security guard to make sure they all had a safe night. I got to help with frying potatoes (french fries from scratch) in a big kettle on an open fire which the kids had with russians (polish sausage like hot dogs) and bread. We also popped popcorn afterwards in the big kettle. Some of the games were musical chairs and a dance competition. I am thankful for the discipleship staff of Cup and the HPC voluteers for making it through the whole night and pouring into the youth. Between my non fluency of the Siswati language and my age, I made it only to midnight but know it was a night of impact on the youth of Mangwaneni.

I just want to say that it takes a team to change lives. There are those that support missionaries like me individually as well as all the other Cup missionaries and those who support the ministry of Cup in general or in specifics like the playground equipment. There are those who work through the local church to be the hands and feet of Christ as they volunteer their time and talents. There are those who might be "staff" but who pour their hearts into loving and sharing and caring for these children of God. God uses us all as we are obedient to sacrifice our wills for His. Healing is taking place and lives are changing as we touch the hearts of kids across Swaziland with the love of God. Is everything easy? Not at all!!! But we do not walk alone!!! He never will leave or forsake us!!! I am so amazed that I am a part of such a Christ driven team of amazing people!!!!

P.S. Sunset from Mangwaneni CarePoint

and the late night view.

Sometimes My Job is a Blast!!!

Sometimes my job is a blast!!!! I might have put a lot of kilometers on my bakkie (truck) but it was worth it to visit all the CarePoints and see the joy the new swings and see-saws have brought to each one!!!

Lomahasha,

our CarePoint near the Mozambique border had never had any play equipment and the children are so excited!!!!

Here are some of the responses to the new equipment:

A teacher said "More children are coming and it is exciting for the children!! We have to chase them now when it is time to go home!"

Another said that there is a line at the gate when they come to open the CarePoint now.

A cook said that she is very thankful. "They are now playing. They are now having fun. They eat fast so they can go play."

Another child said "I am happy to have more swings. Now I can fly higher than anyone!"

One child said "I like the see-saw. I had never seen one before. I love going up and down!"

It is because of our partnership with Mission of Mercy and donors like Pastor Jim and Gary that made this all possible. As one child put it, "May God bless those that gave us the swings because I like playing to see how high I can fly on the swing."

I Won't Go Back

I have changed! I am not who I used to be. Praise God!!! I pray I will continue to grow to be more in His image each day.

As I look at my past; my self reliant, defiant, manipulative past; I see how God has molded me into a better person and I am grateful. Do I seek to be rich in wealth? No, I seek to handle what God gives me with an open hand and a giving heart. Do I seek to have it "my way"? To be honest, sometimes I fall back into that but when I can see or hear God's way, I have learned that His is the better plan. When I failed to submit to authority in the past, I now realize I was opposing God not any particular person and I've come to trust Him even in what seems like failure or disaster. Sometimes, submitting to authority seems like you are the passenger in a car and you see the driver heading for a head on collision and you want to jerk the steering wheel to avoid the crash!!!

Have you ever felt that way?

I now realize that by doing so, I prevent the driver from steering away from the danger or I'm not trusting that God will either intervene or grow me through the recovery after the collision. See how my perspective has changed? It is so freeing and less worrisome.

So why and how did I change? Is it because I live in Africa? Is it because I see poverty daily that is so beyond what I would have thought of when I lived in the states? Is it because what I perceived as problems a few years ago were really selfish whines failing to see my amazing blessings?

Yes and no. I don't think it is so much that I live in Swaziland as it is that I became surrendered to God. Maybe, for me, He had to remove me to Africa to get me to really look at my life. But on the flip side I don't think that if you really look at your life He will move you to a foreign country. LOL When I can get just glimpses of seeing with His eyes, my whole being strives to be gentler, kinder, more loving and full of mercy. And it is not "me" it is Christ "in" me that has enabled me to change. It was Him doing all the work once I just let go, trusted and obeyed.

I still fail quite a bit and stumble over my bad habits but I can see I am changing and I won't go back!! Does that mean never physically move back to the states? No. The change is not about where I live but whom I seek. I don't plan on leaving Swaziland but I know if God calls me back to the US or even to another country, He will give me the grace I need to go.

Thanks for letting me share my recent epiphany!!! I am blessed!!! I am happy!!! I am a child of the King and loved beyond measure!!! I am on a journey and I will continue to draw ever closer to my Lord!!!

And I won't go back to the person I used to be!!!